Tuesday, February 24, 2009

Weird stuff

Okay, so the weight loss thing is going well. I'll give a full update on Thursday (my official weigh in day), but this is something that has me wondering what's wrong with me.

I've been noticing that my clothes are a bit loose. Part of me is saying "HOORAY!!!" but there is this other feeling that's creeping up on me. It's almost like anxiety or...fear?? How weird is that?! I'm feeling a bit of FEAR at losing weight? What's up with that?

I realized a while ago that there was certain psychological component to my weight gain and continued inability to lose it. But this is nuts! What am I protecting with my extra weight? What exactly am I afraid will happen if I lose it?

Stay tuned...

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